Things that upset me....

It bothers me that when I asked him to tell me the positive things in our lives that had happened in the last 4 years, he actually got upset that I had asked him. So that can only mean that there is nothing positive that has happened in the last four years. Every time we had sex, every time he held me, every time he took me somewhere, every time he said he missed me, every moment of my life with him in the last four years he was thinking of or with someone other than me! Why do I think that this can possibly saved? I think God is nuts!