3/29/2010

Another beautiful morning on the boat and of course all i can think about is all the stuff they were too cowardice to admit. I really cant figure out sometimes why i stay. We went to breakfast. When we got back we took the paddleboards out and saw some friends. It was warm and nice then the wind picked up. We hung out for awhile when E came by just a short visit then he headed off on his board. Today was jans baby shower for her daughter. We dinghied over to m & js boat to say hi. Ran into jb. Plans for oklahoma are moving along. They just closed escrow. Were just hanging on the boat and it seems like every song is a fucking love song. I hate love songs! They only remind me of what i dont have. This feeling of not wanting to be somewhere i desparately want to be is going to drive me nuts.