scared

4:30 in the morning and after multiple attempts to try to seduce my husband in the last 16 hours or so, I come up short. I am afraid that I just can't compare to all of his other whores that he has spent his time with this last 5 years and I am always going to feel rejected and undesirable. He was obsessed with sex with strangers, but with me, still far between. I am afraid that after all that he has done without me, that there is nothing left to do with me. I will never turn him on the way that forbidden did. I've asked this question for years, and still have no answer... if all a man wants is sex, but he doesn't want it from you, what's wrong with you?