acknowlegement

I have to just acknowledge to myself that even though I've chosen to forgive my husband, I am always going to wish that he believed in me and respected me enough to tell me the truth, the entire truth. But I also wish that $1,000,000,000 would fall in my lap. I need to just accept that the one is about as likely to happen as the other. My husand just doesn't trust me, and probably never will.